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Charles Merry Christmas My
Darling, Miss you so much honey. Wish I was there with you for His birthday.
But I guess I’m not done down here yet. Still need more breaking needed. I
was soooooo happy to receive an e-mail from Yuchen . I was afraid I had lost
her too. She sounded like things are going great for her at school and most
importantly her spiritual growth. She is leading a bible study group now for
fellow students. Isn’t that great! The Lord is really getting the Glory
here. You must be so full of joy with what He is doing with her life. I was
worried what it was going to be like for her return to China this year. But
you were such a good example in her life that she was able to, once again,
adjust to her situation. She is so strong in the Lord. I will get further
surgery on the back tomorrow I hope you will stand by me during it. You know
I have yet to see any other woman like you dear all the pictures and people
I have met in the Chinese community and church and none can compare to you.
I have had a couple of experiences of girls that reminded me of Yuchen and
that is always a joy for me. Unfortunately I have not seen her in two years
so I can’t say what she actually does look like now. But you were always
special and still are to me. Clara is doing well. You know about Linda and
the boys and I would ask you for your prayers for them. Well we need to
prepare for going to Linda’s for presents and meal. You know what a good
woman Ling is for me but I can’t help to wish it was you still here. This is
never easy for me but in Him I try. Love,miss,love,miss,love ,miss
YoUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! My Little Red Snake Charles Hello My Red Snake, I hope you had a wonderful Moon Festival. Of course I do not know if such celebrations even go on up there. I would suspect every moment is spent in celebration of being in His presence. I do not know what is going on with this site anymore I hope that these are actually people looking at your beautiful life and not just trashing up the site. At least I know that you know. Have not heard from Yuchen or Jenny for a long time. I sent them Festival cards so maybe that will stimulate a response. Or this may just be the finale cut from me. The trip back to China may have been just to overwhelming to have all those memories of you come flooding back. I pray not. I could still use help with things down here if He will allow it from you. I think I am just making a mess of it on my own. Miss you sooooooooooo much honey and what we might have had for our lives. LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER Redbull Happy Birthday Darling, Sorry I could not be there with you! Maybe next year. Did you have cake with the Lord today? Must be like your birthday everyday with Him. Jenny and Yu chen should be home soon. Pray things are going well with them. Mother says hi she is doing well and looking good. Misses you terribly too. Looks forward to seeing you again. You know how things are going here I could appreciate any help you might be able to provide to us in our journey thru this life. Still wondering if there is any joy left out there for us. Thought about you so much this last month. Every place I walked that we had walked just flooded me with your memories and my loss. Feeling too sorry for myself lately I'm afraid. I want to be with you as strongly now as the day you left. Kind of sad huh? Still woking thru all this I guess. Bye for now my love talk to you at Moon Festival. Walter You have an outstanding good and well structured site. I enjoyed browsing through it Jack Nice site! Nik Hello! I'm Nik! Nice site! charles To your family and friends I'm so sorry! Charles Hello Darling Hong, The anniversary of that terrible day is rapidly approaching. I don’t like calling it an anniversary as if it were something to celebrate, even though it is for you, being able to return to your real home with our Father and Lord. As you know Yuchen has finally been able to return home to China to visit for the summer. I pray that my hope of her being a living example of the love of Christ to your parents will be true. That they will see in her the ever lasting peace those in Christ can have in what the world grieves through her certain knowledge of being re-united with her Mother and all those who have faith in Christ Jesus. Please watch over her during this period as we know this will be the most emotional time for everyone. I am not sure what I will be doing at the site this year now that the state is not allowing memorials to be placed. I will still visit with you there though. I am sorry for all the junk that is still showing up in the guestbook I don’t understand what they hope to achieve with what they are doing. Please help me thru this next week. I love you and miss you my Little Red Snake. Charles Hello Darling, We had our first whole day together on this day. Even after driving for 24 hours I still do not think I slept much after meeting you that first day. You are such a beautiful woman with the complexion of an Ivory soap baby. You introduced me to Yu Chen today. So quite and polite. Now that I have know her for four years I realize she is not as shy as I first thought. She has been the strongest of us all thru the years no doubt do to her upbringing by you which gave her the base to strengthen on. I think that this time of the year is the toughest for me now more so then when you left us. Do not quite understand when it changed for me but I have much more of an emotional upsurge in March. I will be getting rid of the Mercedes this spring. Even that is going to be hard since I almost always see you sitting in the passenger seat when I get into it but there is just too many things gone wrong with it to be worth fixing so I will donate it to a school that may fix it up for charity use. Will be going now dear talk again with you soon. All my love and thoughts are with you, Charles Charles My Little Red Snake, This was the day I heard your lovely voice for the first time four long years ago. I taped that conversation, but like all the video I took of you, I still can not bare to listen or watch. I know in my heart where you are now dear and I am so happy for you to be there. Yet it still hurts soooooooo much! It would be four days from now, March 12th, that I left my cold home to be with you in Florida where we took those videos. Maybe I will try to watch them this year but I still do not feel strong enough to get thru them. I fear it is my guilt that keeps we from them. I never hear from your family unless I write to them first. I do get the impression that is how they would like it. What do you think? Just want you to know I am still here waiting for our reunion. Love you, Miss you and want to be with you again darling. Your Redbull charles Hello Dear One, Sorry about the junk that is still slipping thru our filtering on the site. I hope they at least read about you. This is our fourth anniversery of meeting each other. I never quite know how to feel about this. I have the joy of knowing you but then the sorrow of knowing where it ends up. We were two lost and tortured souls brought together. We at least had the ability to heal each other with our short time together. Some good news is that Miaomaio has now come to America and will soon marry Richard. I hope I did some good there. Given time she may even convert over to Christianity. We will pray for that OK. Just waiting to join you love. Red Bull Sweet Little Snake, It was four years ago that you graced the shores of this country. Such a gift to us all. Thank you for being so strong to do such a brave thing. To leave everything you knew and loved to start over here. I am sorry for the results it brought to you. Even though it brought you to your true home and true peace. The Lord has cared so well for those you had to leave. God is good and is always true to you who believe. We all pray for your loss family members my dear and trust in Him that they will acknowledge Him even if it is at thier death. Love and miss you sooooo much.
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