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      Charles Hello My Darling, Here we are again at the beginning of our time six years later. This is the month that started it all my first seeing of you on the web on the third then writing to you. The response from Jenny on the fifth explaining your situation and why she had posted you on the web site and if I still wanted to correspond with you with that knowledge. Silly girl how could she realize that she had just set the hook deeper in me. You know honey to this day I don’t know if Jenny understands that she is no more to blame for the consequences of her actions in this then any of the other participants! True our God provides us all with free choice and we gleefully go thru our lives thinking we are making all these decisions. The Grace He provides us is that inevitably He is in control! We make are perceived decisions on what we are being influenced by in this world. He provides the influences and whatever our decisions maybe He as already adjusted to them for He knows all our lives before we are even born. This is how He protects those He has chosen. I pray that some day Jenny and all of your family will come to know this in their hearts. It isn’t FATE it is His plan and His purpose for us all. Those that may read this, do not mis-understand me, this source of knowledge does not diminish the pain of our loss at all it just gives some sense to it. We are still entrapped by our emotional feelings in this world and in a fallen world emotions hurt as real as anything physical. These are the things I would love to be able to discuss with Jenny and with time and God’s will maybe I can. There was a good sign as I got an e-mail from her just the other day so it gave me the opportunity breach some old news again. Hope she will be receptive to me visiting them again around your birthday this year. Well I hope you are still trying to help me with my past requests for Justin and for my weaknesses. We can always use some spiritual help in our lives. My mind and heart are always on you my love as I prepare to relive the good times we had so until I write again sweet kisses to you. Webmater A second test of the website Webmaster Testing the guestbook
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