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Till that day please continue to help me will you my love. You are forever in my heart and mind. Love and miss you so much. Redbull I am sorry! I am sorry! I am sorry! I am sorry Charles Hello My Darling Hong, This is the dreaded month of that fateful terrible day my love. But now we are in bliss ignorant of future tragedy. We are showing Yuchen the sites and her home here planning out our family summer vacation to the Black Hills. I am no good this time of the year love just can not let loose of the sorrow of this time. I will try to put your banner up at the crash site this year as the owner of the billboard said I could. He is a good man. Well love I am not even any good here this time of year so I will end this quickly. Forever in my heart and mind as I await our reunion! 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Even though I didn’t know that we would be reunited so quickly a mere two weeks later I was just basking in the warmth of our completed time together. Running it thru my mind over and over again as I drove home. And at every stop I would play the recorded message you gave me to comfort me during the return drive. Oh to hear your sweet voice again my love I so ache for it. I am hoping to gain the strength to watch the videos I took during our visit but still scared of the pain it will bring me to actually see you moving and talking again is very pressing on me yet. Oh God please give me the courage to do this. I need to transfer these tapes to DVD so that I can give them to Yuchen I think she is stronger then me about this and is more prepared for it then I am. I’m afraid I am more like Jenny about it as I don’t believe she could ever watch them without complete anguish. Well my love I will press on here with great anticipation of being called home. 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And how good He is in His Promises to us. So now comes the long emptiness time. Before I met you and lost you. Miss you as always, Loving you forever! Redbull I do not know why I am having such a hard time writing to you at this time of the year now. We have been thru this 7 times already but for some reason it is tough this year. You and Yuchen have returned to me and we have begun that terrible journey again. I really do not want to recap it again I think the story has been told enough now my love. I have not talked with you about my time with Yuchen at her graduation. Wonderful time there with her but I think I may have been the cause of Jenny and Bill not being there. I can not think of any other reason why they would have missed that moment in her life. I am sorry to say that I did not sense you there either but I am sure you were present. I was so impressed with the circle of friends she has acquired in her time at the University they really are like family to her. I loved how they preened her and dotted over her. As you know she is going to remain at the University for her graduate studies and work there too. I was hoping she might come up here to continue her studies but the Lord is in control and He is doing so well with her. Sorry for the mess I made of my retirement dear but once again the Lord is generous and we will be OK you know what my greatest regrets are over this. I hope you have a better understanding of it all then I do. It is all very confusing to me at this time. Keep helping me darling I need all the guidance I can get. I will once again raise your banner and cross at the site dear as we count down the years. We have left on the trip now. I will always love you and yours dear Hong. jeremia sY4C5F bjdBa51p9Nnfla94Mql b1tz137jy5 Hi! Ebanij vrot! hecchnjlk2 j3is73kn6t! richard w8LFn0 dkv7Rq29nVvzm74lApqSw Charles Happy Mother's Day my Darling. 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I will cling to these memories for as long as I can my love for it is all that I have now. You were my greatest love and I know now that their can never be another like you in my life. I miss you soooooo much my darling but the days go by quickly now so maybe once again He is planning for our reunion with Him I sure pray for it. I will be down to visit you on the 28th my love it’s been much too long since I have. Talk with you then my Little Red Snake. sammy PiN6bM vkoo7wvY5Xkfak7bf1Th Charles Hello My Dear Little Red Snake, Well what a week we had six years ago when on March 13th I showed up at Jenny and Bill's doorstep. Little did we know the fate that was also being opened into our lives along with that door. We know the whirlwind week it was though at the time when we were together it was as if we were eight years old again and time just seemed to last forever. We were so concentrated on each other noticing every little thing about each other. Savoring every precious second we had alone together. I have written before about the individual events my love and from your perspective with Him now I am sure you have better clarity about it. But down here in the limits of this worldly body my memories are slipping. Things I swore I would never forget are beginning to shimmer and becoming more translucent every year. I am so grateful for the many photo's I took of you and our times together they at least can act as the refresh tab in my life. So lets enjoy this time together again my love my life. amily tTWUFE flgoey72FdAa1nc830fNdKu lcDlYWngTkwb 41mcTv doors1.txt;25;55 Charles My Beloved We just went thru the week in which we had our first contacts. On the third I wrote to you welcoming you here. On the fifth I received your first letter telling me of the horror you were going thru. And on the eighth we heard each others voices for the first time. 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